REG YOU SEEM HAPPIER !!!

[mantaraydre]

REG,


You seem much happier know that your creating your own world. This was probably laying dormant inside of you for years. I guess you felt an obligation to make everyone else happy in various leagues and tourneys. sort of towing the line for and with others. When you have a vision bigger than life it's best you take that journey alone. Reason being, no one else can see what you can see. When they cant see, it can slow down what you are trying to accomplish.

You will be amazed at the many number of people who create a world all for themselves. This is whether it be a greenhouse or a home theatre. I heard oprah say once, whenever you make something that is just for you, take the time and make it extra special. Why ? Because it's only for you. Sometimes we overlook the treatment of ourselves and idea's because we are caught up in someone elses work. Now you are making what you want and how you want it. The best thing is no one ever has to come over and see it. Why ? IT'S NOT MEANT FOR THEM.. There are 50 million idea's in electric football all trying to be heard. Developing your own league only 1 idea will be heard.

many coaches are fine with playing solitaire and going to 1 convention/tourney per year. as long as the games are competative, you have created the perfect world.

Mantaraydre

[Reginald Rutledge]

was really for me to have every team I ever wanted to have. That never came to fruition until now, that I am taking some time to do them. However, I would be remiss if I did not say that I still owe some customers some things. I really need to take care of them pretty quickly and do something special for them. They have been patient and supportive and I need to definitely do right by them. And yes, it does feel very good doing this for myself.

There is so much I want to do in the game and I know that when you start having votes, the "axe of innovation" began to become stagnant. Just last night, I got up at about 2:00 am and worked through the night, figuring out things about video editing that is cutting edge! It ranks among my Top 5 discoveries of all times! Not to mention the valuable information from LaRue and Electric Coach that catapult my knowledge and experience base into a whole new realm.

But yes, I am much happier going it alone. Do understand, I still have an obligation to the CBSMF and the BAM so nothing changes. It's just that I probably will never have anyone in my special rooms but I will always be hospitable to people. I like having that haven just like everyone else and the more I play in it, the more I love it.

Reg